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today was Op rehearsal day! i didnt look at the slides before hand so my presentation was just spontanous. So next time 1) no hands in pocket 2) speak at a regular pace 3) use eye contact
i was wrong to follow my social etiquette trainer to stand with thumb in the pocket and four fingers in. Said i appear unconfident. sigh
one of my group mates was also down with fever so luckily another of my group mate could adapt in time and take his position too.
sigh life between A lvl pw/ chinese and release of promotion results sucks ass. Feels like holiday but cant play due to the tremendous workload from the chinese department.
Only thing better is that canteen issnt as crowded cause J2's dont have to come to sch, though some still turn up =/
have to go back and do my damn chinese 3compo and 3 full papers. chinese sucks ass
it was at; 5:19 AM
Today was a school holiday. slacking the whole day. Chinese sucks so i didnt do the ws. Had a dental at 4.
Dental nowadays are not free anymore, and its not cheap too
for the fillin of 3 tooth at 35 bucks a pop and x ray of wisdom tooth at 15 bucks.
But the dentist was kind and charged me only 100 bucks and gave me an additional mouthwash =)
but still its bloody expensive for dental nowadays
Sucks to have no consession in JC
it was at; 7:58 AM
Woke up this morning, somethings on my mind.
Hahas i went to an old folks home today to help out
it was a church activity so it was kinda fun
the girls were singing songs with the old people
and the boys were cleaning the place up
woah first time i see such dirty windows in my life
lizard shit, dead insects, grime and dirt for like 10 years all there
almost made me go crazy and run off just by looking at them
but it was fun with my friends helping out too
it was nice seeing old folks singing along and doing the actions to the song
some were very enthusiastic but some were just kinda bored i guess
when i clean around their cupboards and all
some were broken off hinges
some were cracked
my heart just went out to them
next time when i earn and income
i vow to donate some money to homes like these
to help them live the other half of their life.well
joining a trip to laos to help people there regain their eyesight again
hope all goes well and i can go
may Jesus continue to remind me how fortunate i am
it was at; 6:58 AM
I just happened to chance upon this blog that wrote" to be rich is not by what you have, but what you need less" Today i was walking to a coffeeshop to seam some buns, supposed to be for the cell group that was gathered at my house. I was walking to the mrt when i saw this familiar old lady selling tissue paper. Normally i would just try to avoid hearing her say " kim jua" (hokkien for tissue paper) cause it really just makes me guilty. However today i bought some tissue paper from her for 2 dollars. I dont think its alot of money but i hope it would help to make her life easier a little. Its really heart wrenching to see her squat there with a pile of tissue paper trying to sell them just to make a living. here i am complaining about Pw and how i need new clothes and there is that old lady trying to make a living selling tissue paper. Sometimes i think that i should be constantly exposed to such hardships in Singapore to kick me into reality. I take too many things for granted and never give thanks often. In Evan Almightly, Evan was told to build an ARK to " change the world" as Evan prayed to God. ARK actually stands for A Random act of Kindness. So to change the world we should all start with small acts of kindness to one another. This is really true to me, i am really blessed with alot of things and its time i should give back to the society.
Thats why i am going to volunteer at st luke home for the aged in my holidays! Where i can help old folks in the home be it feed them or change bedsheets or just talking to them. My eyes will tear when i see old folks (esp ah ma's ) having a hardtime in the later stages of life, maybe its because i am really close to my ah ma that whenever i see old people i see an image of her which just spurs me to help them.
O ya my friend ernie started a prayer group in pjc today! He is really brave, if it were me i wont even budge into such stuff. Met some new friends like glen who prayed for me. I think it is really wonderful to be a christian, although we just meet for the first time( me and glen) , i could feel him sincerely praying for my needs. Its like we all know one another really well because we are christians. I thank ernie for this wonderful opportunity and of course my beloved friend Jesus.
Can feel my faith gradually increasing!
it was at; 7:37 AM
Wow its after my exams and i just had lunch with my aunt and family today! we went to triple three resturant at the mandarin hotel. The food was really damn damn damn good! there was dory fish, rabbit meat, fresh oyster, raw salmon, chocolate fountain, raspberry ice cream, stir loin cuts and many many more mouth watering dishes! the best was the dory fish man, totally boneless and a whole chunk of juicy tender fresh fish meat. Man was it heavenly. They even gave my dad a birthday cake as it was his birthday on thursday. The richness of the chocolate is enough to turn anyone diabetic. My dad is 50 years old now! i wish that he can have good health to enjoy the latter century of his life :).
As for my exams, well i am sure God will take me into his hands and provide the best for me. Faith !
it was at; 5:18 AM
