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Today my friend Si Jin came for my 1723 fellowship! extremely happy and estatic about it. There was this one scene where i sat between him and my other pal Alan and i actually dreamt of that scene! no kidding man. Today the bible study was about your gifts from God. My friends had gifts like playing the piano and leadership qualities. Me? i am not sure. Is my gift persuading my friends to church? cannot be since i only brought around 3 since secondary 3. My gift leading people? cant be since i feel unmotivated at times when i have to lead. I guess my gift is to talk to people and share their problems with me. I can really just sit down and start to understand people well. Think thats my gift. I am also one that encourages and comforts, though sometimes i need those myself. But i always found it easier to comfort someone than myself, same goes for encouraging.
I have a 1723 church camp coming up on the 11 of june, i really want to go but i got mid years the week after. I am in a state of confusion if i should go for the camp though i feel that it might affect my studies. My seniors in the church hinted that i might have a chance to serve God as they might put me in a serving position, not just a participant. I find that its very important to serve God now that i am able to. I have always been on the receiving end and seldom gave back. I think i would have to go for the camp and forgo studying for the mid years. Sometimes i have to think eternally to make decisions like this. What would last forever? will it be my studies? my career? my family? or God? i am certain the answer for me is God. that would be answered in my camp.
may i continue to stay forever in faith and service to the church and my saviour Jesus.
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