sigh
Nowadays when i talk to my classmates around me, i find that i am a very fortunate child. Broken families, financial problems, transport headaches and hungar pangs i have none of this. Everyday i have my dad to bring me to school and talk to me, my mom who welcomes me when i come home. Sometimes i just take all of this for granted, like its supposed to be,when its not. I complain when dinner is not warm, i shout when i am reminded, i guess i need to change.
I need to change and be reminded that what i have may not last forever. I need to learn to help those that are in need. I need to learn not to judge, for i will be judged that way. I need to be compassionate, for i may need pity and compassion one day. lastly i need to learn to forgiven, as i have been forgiven.
Today i skipped choir practice, i have no excuses, i am pushed. Out of SYF. Should i rejoice? Or should i cry? Injustice? or just pure lack of talent. I agree with the latter. I would pull the choir team down. Prevent them from gunning that GOLD. Dissapointing them with my weakness. Sigh i guess life still goes on.
it was at; 6:02 AM
