everyday
Today i attended sunday service. It was really great, i learnt that to walk with Jesus, one must have the courage to walk with him first. He gave us an example of how one pastor would follow you around for 10 days. After 10 days you would know his bad habits and his likings and stuff you didnt know before. So are we that brave to have Jesus walk beside us?
we always think of God as high and almighty, but is he really that far? For he stays in our hearts. There was this very insightful example he provided too. He said that at his church( he was a guest speaker) there was this pastor who addressed God as Ba*ba*(chinese) which is father. I have never thought of it that way that we can address him as Ba* ba*. I have always addressed Him as Jesus, or God. Never ba* ba*. Maybe because the chinese way of calling him father ( ba* ba*) draws us closer to him. For ba* ba* is looked upon as the one whom have watched you grow up and gave you life. How ever similar to our Lord, it has never struck me that i could call him Ba* ba*. Guess every sunday really renews me and teaches me something.
I was very delighted to have my friend Lit hien during service. He has not been attending the adult service for a number of times and i was kinda dissapointed. But today he did not dissapoint. I thank God for bringing him back to our midst.
Everyday i have this goal for myself, it is to bring two of my classmates to Christ. They made me feel fortunate and blessed and i badly want to share this good news with them. Pray that Jesus would heal them and touch their hearts. I also pray everyday to be more on Fire for Jesus. I have not been very passionate about spreading the gospel in class lately. Maybe its due to the fact that everyone is still new and its not exactly the best time to spread the gospel. I fear rejection and i fear that i might not be eloquent enough to convey the message. I fear that my life might not be glorifying His name. I have many fears. Pray that i will have strength to overcome them.
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