Friday!
I was in my slumber and suddenly i heard, " hey son the results will be out on friday! you can collect it from school after 2.30" half believing what i just said i tried to continue my sleep and moments later the impact sunk in. SHIT! its FRIDAY! Gosh! memories of me screwing up my physics pract and social studies start to swarm in my head, i try to drown them out by sleeping. Luckily i was successful. But like a irritating housefly attracted to shit, it keeps coming back to haunt me, not saying my head is shit. Now i squat in the shadows of the recollection of the screwed up and not successful times in my O lvl exam. Man i feel so pathetic, like i am being fed into this cage of devouring memories of me screwing up and though i try to escape it is just in vain. Pray that whatever comes i would take it with a stride and try to restrain myself from slashing my wrist or attempting to test the newton's second law on a car. i really hope i can get 10 points, nothing more, anything less. But if i don't well i just cry and come out better the next day.
Really not in the mood to go to school for this week as the results released are round the corner. well life of an experiment rat in a rat race continues nonetheless
it was at; 6:48 AM
