ramblings
Yesterday after i did my homework, i went to watch the ARENA. RI vs HCI leh, mai siao siao, two top end school using mouth to fight. See so many young punk there all look so fierce and steady, except the last punk from HCI really CMI. The topic was are youths today really apathatic about politics. Hmm i would say ABU THEN! look at things like lift upgrading, sure concern us one what, we vote for opposition then no more lift to every floor! but got upgrading also SiBei noisy, also no good. But politics not only about lift upgrading. Also got many many many more. The first punk from HCI damn exceptional, talk like machine gun, super fast and super articulate. Not like other punks got the 30 sec countdown all gabra, anyhow talk, end up lose so pai sei. Got one young punk from RI very short and look very puny, but he beat the HCI guy flat man, he attack attack attack, HCI punk cannot answer, only want to read from script. BOO i say to HCI! No o lvl big ar! People shoot you question cannot reply, still ask people allow u to ramble on your points, no wonder lose!
Just now watching the DANCE FLOOR, wa see liao very buay ta han, all dance until so suck, judge still stand up and say HO! Only li Lin sensible say bo ho, the rest all want to gain audience favour, say good. Keep it like that, i tell you the winner only can be busker on orchad road. I see Ang Mo You Think You Can Dance all the dancer all sibei ho la, can dance hip hop also can tango, everything also can. Here u see those lao kok kok people, how to hip hop u tell me? everyweek only can dance tango or cha-cha, this is competition at national level leh, not some Community Centre competition. You old folk only know one dance how to become versatile dancer? Go international platform sure kanna wack left right centre.
So i say, singapore reality show all Bo standard de, entertain people can, compete with internatioal tv show, sure tio pwn!
it was at; 4:50 AM
Yesterday after i did my homework, i went to watch the ARENA. RI vs HCI leh, mai siao siao, two top end school using mouth to fight. See so many young punk there all look so fierce and steady, except the last punk from HCI really CMI. The topic was are youths today really apathatic about politics. Hmm i would say ABU THEN! look at things like lift upgrading, sure concern us one what, we vote for opposition then no more lift to every floor! but got upgrading also SiBei noisy, also no good. But politics not only about lift upgrading. Also got many many many more. The first punk from HCI damn exceptional, talk like machine gun, super fast and super articulate. Not like other punks got the 30 sec countdown all gabra, anyhow talk, end up lose so pai sei. Got one young punk from RI very short and look very puny, but he beat the HCI guy flat man, he attack attack attack, HCI punk cannot answer, only want to read from script. BOO i say to HCI! No o lvl big ar! People shoot you question cannot reply, still ask people allow u to ramble on your points, no wonder lose!
Just now watching the DANCE FLOOR, wa see liao very buay ta han, all dance until so suck, judge still stand up and say HO! Only li Lin sensible say bo ho, the rest all want to gain audience favour, say good. Keep it like that, i tell you the winner only can be busker on orchad road. I see Ang Mo You Think You Can Dance all the dancer all sibei ho la, can dance hip hop also can tango, everything also can. Here u see those lao kok kok people, how to hip hop u tell me? everyweek only can dance tango or cha-cha, this is competition at national level leh, not some Community Centre competition. You old folk only know one dance how to become versatile dancer? Go international platform sure kanna wack left right centre.
So i say, singapore reality show all Bo standard de, entertain people can, compete with internatioal tv show, sure tio pwn!
it was at; 4:50 AM
Wow finally i can blog without worrying that w/e i type would disappear. Today school was as usual, kinda boring during chemistry lecture, the lecturer spent half an hour talking shit and in the other half throwing shit at us. The last part was really very hard to understand and he choose to just spend half an hour on it rather then forgo the first half hour talking about useless theories that cannot be relevant in today's context anymore. The rest of the lessons were kinda sian sian as usual. Chinese lesson became lantern riddle solving lesson. A whole lot of playing with words and trying to come out with sensible riddles. The chinese teacher is either very free or losing interest in her ORGINAL work. O wells it beats having to read the textbook and answering those questions that are supposed to be answered morally right.
During PC it was also kinda slack. We just ran one round around the track and off i went to play squash. It was all quite fun until some J2 asshole decided to come inside and show off his squash power. ALthough it wasnt pure Pwnage for us, it was not very pleasant to see someone trying to bully the NOObs in the game. Some people should be shot on sight.
Posting of results are coming soon and so is my birthday! It was written on the JAE book that it was supposed to be 6th march. Now there are rumours that its 2nd. Just like the release of O lvl results, why cant MOE just freakin decide on A date and CONFIRM it with us. Instead of us playing the guessing game. I just bluetoothed a song to some unknown dude around my block and i was expecting a song in return. But to my dismay, no nothing returned. Should have sent a virus instead =P just kidding.
it was at; 4:49 AM
This is just a post to see if blogger is really screwed, if it is, then i cant blog with the assurance what i type would appear. if not then i will continue to blog
it was at; 6:18 AM
Happy chinese new year ! hahas today was a werid and nostalgic day. for the 4c1 bbq coming this friday, the people going are,Khai enn, wai chuen, samuel , chloe, michele, tat lin, jun hui, bad, salih, wai jif,wei ting, wei xian, zhen liang, kin kei, samirah, zhen lin, benedict, paul, isabella, lu xuan, benjamin, mrs chua
it was at; 3:43 AM
Happy chinese new year ! hahas today was a werid and nostalgic day. for the 4c1 bbq coming this friday, the people going are,Khai enn, wai chuen, samuel , chloe, michele, tat lin, jun hui, bad, salih, wai jif,wei ting, wei xian, zhen liang, kin kei, samirah, zhen lin, benedict, paul, isabella, lu xuan, benjamin, mrs chua
it was at; 3:43 AM
CNY 's eve is tomorrow so it makes it the eve of eve today =) Today i played squash with seb and chloe, chloe's improved alot and seb is actually better then me =P duno why they did not choose him for squash trails. No foresight that i would not stay in jjc but seb would. Went back to visit my secondary school today. Talked to my teachers and basically like exchanged greetings and stuff, the usual. Before that on the way there i had this huge stomachache, hurts so bad and plus the freakin cold air-con blowing down, i was already going into spasm mode. Thus i pretended to be really immersed in the song that was playing on my mp3 hiding the clentched up face by burying in into my bag. My legs hurt like mad now, due to fatigue from yesterday and today. No main idea that i can blog about. O ya thank you to khai enn who actually remembered that i had stomachache and asked me through sms. Hahas and melissa from jjc for helping me burn cd's like planet shakers and hillsong. =) i could go on and on here thanking everyone but hahas, my fingers are lazy until Dota-mode. Tomorrows the eve and i am going to spend my evening with my paternal side, hope they don't play those spastic gong xi songs, makes me want to smash the device playing it. Happy lunar new year!
it was at; 5:58 AM
CNY 's eve is tomorrow so it makes it the eve of eve today =) Today i played squash with seb and chloe, chloe's improved alot and seb is actually better then me =P duno why they did not choose him for squash trails. No foresight that i would not stay in jjc but seb would. Went back to visit my secondary school today. Talked to my teachers and basically like exchanged greetings and stuff, the usual. Before that on the way there i had this huge stomachache, hurts so bad and plus the freakin cold air-con blowing down, i was already going into spasm mode. Thus i pretended to be really immersed in the song that was playing on my mp3 hiding the clentched up face by burying in into my bag. My legs hurt like mad now, due to fatigue from yesterday and today. No main idea that i can blog about. O ya thank you to khai enn who actually remembered that i had stomachache and asked me through sms. Hahas and melissa from jjc for helping me burn cd's like planet shakers and hillsong. =) i could go on and on here thanking everyone but hahas, my fingers are lazy until Dota-mode. Tomorrows the eve and i am going to spend my evening with my paternal side, hope they don't play those spastic gong xi songs, makes me want to smash the device playing it. Happy lunar new year!
it was at; 5:58 AM
CNY 's eve is tomorrow so it makes it the eve of eve today =) Today i played squash with seb and chloe, chloe's improved alot and seb is actually better then me =P duno why they did not choose him for squash trails. No foresight that i would not stay in jjc but seb would. Went back to visit my secondary school today. Talked to my teachers and basically like exchanged greetings and stuff, the usual. Before that on the way there i had this huge stomachache, hurts so bad and plus the freakin cold air-con blowing down, i was already going into spasm mode. Thus i pretended to be really immersed in the song that was playing on my mp3 hiding the clentched up face by burying in into my bag. My legs hurt like mad now, due to fatigue from yesterday and today. No main idea that i can blog about. O ya thank you to khai enn who actually remembered that i had stomachache and asked me through sms. Hahas and melissa from jjc for helping me burn cd's like planet shakers and hillsong. =) i could go on and on here thanking everyone but hahas, my fingers are lazy until Dota-mode. Tomorrows the eve and i am going to spend my evening with my paternal side, hope they don't play those spastic gong xi songs, makes me want to smash the device playing it. Happy lunar new year!
it was at; 5:58 AM
CNY 's eve is tomorrow so it makes it the eve of eve today =) Today i played squash with seb and chloe, chloe's improved alot and seb is actually better then me =P duno why they did not choose him for squash trails. No foresight that i would not stay in jjc but seb would. Went back to visit my secondary school today. Talked to my teachers and basically like exchanged greetings and stuff, the usual. Before that on the way there i had this huge stomachache, hurts so bad and plus the freakin cold air-con blowing down, i was already going into spasm mode. Thus i pretended to be really immersed in the song that was playing on my mp3 hiding the clentched up face by burying in into my bag. My legs hurt like mad now, due to fatigue from yesterday and today. No main idea that i can blog about. O ya thank you to khai enn who actually remembered that i had stomachache and asked me through sms. Hahas and melissa from jjc for helping me burn cd's like planet shakers and hillsong. =) i could go on and on here thanking everyone but hahas, my fingers are lazy until Dota-mode. Tomorrows the eve and i am going to spend my evening with my paternal side, hope they don't play those spastic gong xi songs, makes me want to smash the device playing it. Happy lunar new year!
it was at; 5:58 AM
Todays sunday, two days has gone by since i collected my O lvl results. well i tink it was pretty much expected though i thought i wld do better. But i am not really down and sad and shitty about it, i guess i just have to take it with an open heart. Today i went to youth fellowship in the english service. I expected it to be more happening but o wells i guess its pretty much on par with the chinese side. I really have nothing much to blog but i think that i have learnt one lesson over the past few days. Thats do not have too high an expectation of yourself. I see people , or rather my friends falling from grace during the O lvl results and getting all worked up over what they deem as failure or doomed results. I see strong people break down and i just feel really bad for them. I guess its an learning experience for them as well as for me. In my primary school pei hwa i remember this prayer that was always said when we got back out results. It was no matter what happens, if you get good results do not boast and if you did not do so well, dont be discouraged, cause Jesus have plans for you and have faith and your lifesong will sing for Him. I find this prayer very encouraging and true, it is true that when you did well, do not boast. if you did badly, do not be discouraged. This is a strength i am sure everyone needs. Pray and everything will be fine, truly
it was at; 6:47 AM
wow tomorrow is the release of my O lvl results! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nnervous man! Hahas but i believe Jesus will pave the way for me! Today my friend asked me a very good question , he asked me, why are you praying for the o lvl results? it is already marked? whats done cannot be undone! well i think that is certainly true, but i am praying for Jesus to give me the courage to face my results and change my emotions when i receive them. I pray for the courage and the faith that Jesus will walk with me together on this rocky path in my life. I know that i cannot change an F9 to an A1 but i know i can change the way i look and feel about it! That is what prayers are for! It is to encourage and motivate! To comfort and to reassure! That is how good Jesus is!
So when people ask me if i am nervous, of course i am ! But i know that behind every dark cloud there is a silver lining! And for everything i do, Jesus will be there for me!
it was at; 3:52 AM
I was in my slumber and suddenly i heard, " hey son the results will be out on friday! you can collect it from school after 2.30" half believing what i just said i tried to continue my sleep and moments later the impact sunk in. SHIT! its FRIDAY! Gosh! memories of me screwing up my physics pract and social studies start to swarm in my head, i try to drown them out by sleeping. Luckily i was successful. But like a irritating housefly attracted to shit, it keeps coming back to haunt me, not saying my head is shit. Now i squat in the shadows of the recollection of the screwed up and not successful times in my O lvl exam. Man i feel so pathetic, like i am being fed into this cage of devouring memories of me screwing up and though i try to escape it is just in vain. Pray that whatever comes i would take it with a stride and try to restrain myself from slashing my wrist or attempting to test the newton's second law on a car. i really hope i can get 10 points, nothing more, anything less. But if i don't well i just cry and come out better the next day.
Really not in the mood to go to school for this week as the results released are round the corner. well life of an experiment rat in a rat race continues nonetheless
it was at; 6:48 AM
This coming saturday is JJC'S love fiesta and our class is in charge of the satay store. Thats fine but guess what? the school wants us to order 10000 satays!!!! YES ITS TEN THOUSAND! and guess what the smart thing the school did, they provided us with 1000 dollar funding, which can only buy like....700 over satays? HOW SMART! now we the poor students managing the store have to DIG into OUR own POCKETS to fund the store. Magical i tell you. Its like me telling you i want to eat 100 happy meals and only giving you $4.95. And adding on to that, you have to return me the $4.95 as it is a loan. Yay we have like 3 days to prepare all the necessary utensils and equipment and 10000 satays. How much time we have on our hands! how much risk we must take to at least earn back the money! with the school taking like 70% of our earnings! YAY i feel so delighted about the way we are treated! We are learning to take risk and be entrepreneurs! JUSt like what JJC wants us to be! horray!
ANother note, now my friend tells me she saw our class also having the hair styling store. SHIT! ITS JUST TWO DAYS AWAY !
it was at; 5:39 AM
