TOOT U MISS ***
what the toot. Todays emaths was not as i expected. Harder then most of my o lvl papers,but still i think i can get higher then b3. WA TODAYS Social studies. All the topics that my teacher spotted didnt even freaking come out. I did my mind map thingy for the first time for good goverance and SID and both didnt freaking come out. I am so pissed, partly at myself but mostly at miss toot. Wells its easy to blame someone and slack behind, so thats me.
When i heard the statement" u can now start" my heart was thumping like an untamed animal, i quickly flipped to the back page. TOOT was the first word when i didnt see both goverance and SID. Instead it was merger and NI and education and healthcare. Man wtf merger was always not my strong topic, needless to say education and healtcare was not even in my aresenal of topics. So sadly i had to do the only thing i could manage.NI. Souce based was pretty ok cept for the fact that you have to write so bloody alot for everything, i bet if it was much easier i would have finished my paper. Yes yes i didnt finish my damn NI qn . Thats 13 marks down the drain but hopefully it will all balance out.
Maths is always ok until you hear somebody that says something that disagrees with what you have wrote. Like for example my Ans was 5, then within earshot range u hear people saying its ten and their all so correct reasons, and you are like o crap thats 1 mark or 2 mark gone. Continue this cycle till everyone you know is out of sight and you feel like the lousiest person that maths had ever produced.
Wed is my english paper, hope the narrative topic allows me to express my fluent english writing skills hahas. Speaking of English, mrs whale has not posted anything up on my schools ask and learn portal,which she promised to.Instead what i saw as the latest topic was Basket ball training for girls. Sometimes i wish we all had more efficient teachers like what i studied in my Social studies. Social studies have taught me that efficient civil service consist meritocracy and openness and honesty. Sadly i cannot proudly boast that my school practises that.
Take Meritocracy for example, it says that it is a system that rewards hard work and talent. Well half or maybe all of my teachers do not give us back the assignments on time, one had recently told us that he didnt mark our test paper that we did(refer to previous post on fossiled assignment). Well according to meritocracy, this civil servants should be warned and if they do not improve, should be squatting at the road side eating dirt. But no? i still see them walking proudly as if they taught us well. This links back to my point on my teacher not putting up the english notes despite her promising us. Its only one day away from english O lvl mind you.
What about openess? does my school score in that?sadly its 1 to inefficient teachers and 0 to openess. An example will be the time when miss toot explained to us a source based cartoon on storks. As you know the cartoon can be interpreted in different ways, as long as its reasonable. Miss toot encouraged students to spar with her, verbally of course. So we did, and we told her our stand of that cartoon, this will bring out the value of openess. Did she accept our view point ? no! she called us idiots and "Si Gin Nas"(people that deserve to die) and she said that because we didnt think simply like the sec 5's or like her, we got our inference wrong. Now this is a big cross on the value of openness, openness means that the civil servants should take in feedback and improve. Todays social studies paper didnt even come out any of the topics she spotted,although i cannot say its right to spot, she let us down. So who is the "SI GIN NA"? you be the judge.
Lastly its honesty, wow this is the only value that i can say that is of passable standard, mostly due to teachers always catching people who cheats in exam. Honestly , i dont think i need to explain much. But i still have not gotten any examples of dishonest teachers.....wait...somethings coming..AHA! During recess, there is this particular CIVICS AND MORAL EDUCATION TEACHER (IN BOLD BOLD) that actually cuts the queue to the store right in front of his many students. Now i am not sure if that is an act of selflessness that the teacher is testing the food for posioning but it sure issnt honesty. How do they pick Civics and moral education teachers i wonder? the teachers who do not practice them? So sadly to say, my school has an ineffient bunch of teachers who do not live up to the textbooks good example. Well i am only one boy in this sea of students so do not take me seriously.
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