E maths
I am proud to say that i have jumped from a c5 in term 3 to a fabulous A2 in prelim for my e maths. Todays post is on sth that has pulled me through all the Crap for exams.
Before exams: i am worried about this particular subject
"Do not be anxious about anything,but in everything, by prayer and petition,with thanksgiving,present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
Isaiah 26:3
I cannot concentrate during revision
"you will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on you, Because he trusts in you."
Psalm 3:5
i am physically and mentally fatigued
"But those who wait on the LORD shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary,They shall walk and not faint."
Isaiah 40:31
I am too far behind to catch up
"Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for i will yet praise him,my Saviour and my God."
Psalm 43:5
During exams:
I don't understand what this question is all about
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge him, And he shall direct your paths"
Proverbs 3:3,6
I am too nervous to think properly
"Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled,neither let it be afraid."
john 14:27
I don't have wisdom the answer this question
"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him."
James 1:5
This question is impossible to answer
"..Everything is possible for him who believes." Mark 9:23
After exams:
What will my results be?
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Doesn't God care if i fail?
"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."
This is the list that my very good friend has given me and i hope it helps somebody out there by sharing it too. Chao for today!
it was at; 5:00 AM
Its just a short 20 days away from my O level science practical exam. Feeling uneasy,maybe due to the amounting pressure to excel. After looking through the list of junior college that i was given, i must say my choices are down to either acjc,jjc or pjc. The rest are either too far or beyond reach. My prelim was better than my term 3, which is good,i guess. However the i am afraid that the first three months i might not make it to the jc i want,which is acjc. So i have to force myself into jjc or pjc,actually jjc is not really my type,due to the stigma of many ctss pupils going there. First three months will actually kinda determine your jc,so i am not really sure if i should go to JC A and later transfer to JC B as the orientation will already be over and people have sorta already formed thier own "Clan". Poly sounds attractive since i already know what i want to pursue, but fingers will point and tongues will wag in my extended family, as i am supposed to be the Cream of the crop(crap). Thus Jc is a safer route away from all those wagging tongues.
it was at; 3:23 AM
Its just a short 20 days away from my O level science practical exam. Feeling uneasy,maybe due to the amounting pressure to excel. After looking through the list of junior college that i was given, i must say my choices are down to either acjc,jjc or pjc. The rest are either too far or beyond reach. My prelim was better than my term 3, which is good,i guess. However the i am afraid that the first three months i might not make it to the jc i want,which is acjc. So i have to force myself into jjc or pjc,actually jjc is not really my type,due to the stigma of many ctss pupils going there. First three months will actually kinda determine your jc,so i am not really sure if i should go to JC A and later transfer to JC B as the orientation will already be over and people have sorta already formed thier own "Clan". Poly sounds attractive since i already know what i want to pursue, but fingers will point and tongues will wag in my extended family, as i am supposed to be the Cream of the crop(crap). Thus Jc is a safer route away from all those wagging tongues.
it was at; 3:23 AM
Lazy sunday comes again, i am too lazy to do anything. Morning after church went to same old west mall,ate same old duck rice,drove back home in the same route. My sundays are pretty much routine sundays. Nothing interesting.
really lazy to type anything, chao!
it was at; 1:40 AM
Firstly must thank my friend wei xian for fixing my screwed and cramped blog which turns people off like B.O Today i had some amazing sights so i am going to share them with the friendly people that read.
As i was at the orchad cine today, i passed by burger king and guess what to my delight! People muggin there! woah they must be either freaking rich to stay around there or travel half to singapore to STUDY! my i must admire them for their courage to study in a place where people hang out and chill, brave ones, they must be itchy for a beating i say. Singapore is striving to be an ARTs hub so i was not surprised that even trees were pasted with wallpaper, red poka dots against the city life,how adpt. But somehow after the I Money Fund has left, the wall paper seemed to be peeling off for some mysterious reason like the bermuda triangle.
I FINALLY laid my hands on SNOw patrols album, just for the song chasing cars inside,you might think that i am naive but,what the heck you only live life once.Listening to it was a joy, Unlike listening to fei yu chiings voice,it actually sounds good. Not that i am against mr fei, but ever since he said IN lifestyle by the straits times that hes still a virgin, i just feel sorry for all the bad liars in the world,or the gays.
While making my way back from the fruitful trip, i met with an oxygen debt in the MRT(mass rapid transport). I think it was the overwhelming mixture of hard liquor and smoke and peanuts given off by AH Pei's trying to act hip. One even had a earring. I just thank God that my dad isnt like that. Thus i was feeling sleepy and yawning, with the continous mix of hokkien and chinese buzzing in my ear.
Really tired , Chao!
it was at; 4:50 AM
This is weixian posting here instead of sam. Haha,i signed into his account to help edit his Html stuff. Turned out pretty well and it seemed the guy who did this skin set the line height to a few meagre inches nia, hence explaining the small words. Besides, i've added in links for u sam, and moved your "likes" section under your bio stats part. Not forgetting, now u have archives. XD
You should update more on the part on yourself. XD
Ok i should stop 'hacking' your acc. Will do more tweaks for u in the future if needed. =)
As u would sign off...
Ciao~
it was at; 3:35 AM
The sun shines again! the world is a happier place now! Horray for
$#@% IMF getting out, Hurray for no more prelims!
As the sun shines after the rain the mark the ending of the rain(duh) it also marks the end of my blasted attempt at history exam. Yay, no more memorizing stupid mistakes that people made ,Yes for no more reading textbooks like bibles and Yipee for still not knowing how badly i faired during the prelim and enjoying the moment of doubt!
Today i received very encouraging words from my teacher while i was attempting to finish my history paper. "you all messed up yr prelim, better go back and study during the weekends!" after hearing that, dont you just feel like shouting yes! I will! with vigour and pride? Yes i messed up my prelims yes for teachers who set it so bloody hard that eating shit out of a bucket is easier. As any sane pupil will agree, the teachers must be up to no good, setting papers that are not of our range. Sometimes we should all stage a protest like the people at I Money Fund, protesting the rights of pupils to have an enjoyable youth and a cherished one, not just pure mugging and sleeping and mugging and sleeping.
Oh ya, i just remembered the more memorable people today. Just as i was done shouting yipee for ending prelim, there are actually people flocking to school just to study,AGAIN? whats the use u tell me, so that can get good grades some will say, But in actual fact, its just to comfort their broken egos and wounded pride. I say. But like any other bubble tea fashion, it will just slowly kill itself and die off. What amazes me the most is that, when people are "studying" they like to wear nice clothes, bring nice bag, comb nice hair, you get the point.So are they actually Studying?(taboo word) or just trying to SHOW that they are studying. Amazing i say.
Chao for now!
it was at; 6:45 AM
Hiya, today has been a really cold and dark day,literally. First thing in the morning got slammed by ms Laus lesson in the freezing torture chamber.She thinks we are all whales with loads of blubber to protect us from the harsh Air conditioner, either that or she thinks we get fired up trying to copy what she writes on the board,like her. My fingers almost turned into popsticles and thank God for the sudden power failure. So we wasted time yaking and complaining while some smart alex(s) tried to apply what they learnt in physics on the minature ciruit board. As usual i was slacking.
Then they got it fired up again, no i am not only refering to the power supply,ms lau included. After that it was the super eyesight and see how long u can stand up and cane yr neck test. Ms lau was writing in her "usual" handwriting and i was glad that i only gave up halfway in the endurance race. It was not helping that Larger then Life people were Hogging the first row of seats.During this test, i could see many dismayed faces as their eyes could not take it anymore,screaming at them to stop. So one by one they sat down again,cheering their more enthusiatic friends on. As for me, i just stared at my watch and see if my eyes were playing tricks on me.Only to be dissapointed.It was another 2 more long cold hours,starvation was setting in.
Finally the blasted lesson ended,with shouts of joy and leaps of happiness. In union we greeted our helpful teacher and got the hell out of the place.
Back at home, it was still freezing cause of the continuous pouring rain, it was as if mother nature wanted ice cream human sticks today, blowing gust of strong chilling wind onto pathetic human beings.
Me thinks i am a good story teller,chao for now!
it was at; 7:24 AM
Nowadays wan to use internet also cannot, all thanks to the super fast super stable service that i receive from my broadband company.Part of me thinks that its all attributed to I Money Fund. Anyways, too used to having everything super fast and instantanous that even waiting for a minute makes me pissed.Guess the world is making us to be like that, everything must be "Kin".
Went to check out some stuff on my stagnant friendster account and was swarmed with narracistic photos. People acting cute, tryin to act suave and recounting their all so special moments with their special ones. I am not being sour here but my eyes took all those as an obstacle. Quickly i went to check out my old friends. And i was unpleasantly surprised, now that they have all grown up( like duh ) i start to see wad bitch ar, dick ar appearing on their post. The all so innocent memories of them turned vugar. Ar wells, thats evolution for you.
Tomorrow is my biology paper, hope for the best
it was at; 4:39 AM
Wa another 1 more day to prelim. Emaths and the much hated Social studies. This is supposed to determine if i cmi to the next level. Man sometimes i just hate this damn rat race. I study so hard,rather should be studying so hard, just to go to another school to study harder! Wheres justice man. Then come out to find job, and hope to fufill the singaporean dream. have condo,have car, have country club hav wife(s) have kid(s). so what if i have all this? happy? but certainly satisfied. this is the sterotype "good" life. Supposed to bring u happiness. But i am still doubtful if i will be happy everyday after i achieve this. nevertheless, not an excuse for me to slack in front of my computer and blog. Chao!
it was at; 10:51 PM
