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Wasnt feeling too well today, even vomitted on the sidewalk while waiting for the bus. Feel like dying on the bus journey that seemed to take forever. Didnt know if it was the food i ate which i threw up immediately. Guess rainy days does take a toll on me. However despite all the torture that i received from my illness, i still want to thank My God for providing me with special friends who care. After viewing a message of concern from one of my friends, i felt very touched by this simple gesture of friendship that was portrayed using a simple sms. Normally people around you are too busy to give a hoot about yr personal health, let alone sms u a message of concern. It is a pity that in this rapidly changing world, although techonology has seemed to bring us closer together, i feel that that does not seem to be so. Thank you my friends for helping me climb over this obstacle today.
it was at; 6:54 AM
Ever since i got into the coverted "triple science class" i always thought bio was the subject that i had and everyone didnt. and that made me feel a wee bit special. However, it is going to change today. A year ago ,after hearing that i got mr X for my bio teacher, i was actually very pleased and delighted, at the fact that mr X always seemed to deliver results to students. but, not only has he failed to deliver results, he also failed to deliver everything else. Sure hes always good at hollering at students and bring them trembling to their knees, but at the end, the students just want a good teacher who MARKS AND COLLECTS their works and RETURNS THEM FULLY MARKED. this was not so in my situation. to add to the insult, mr x even scolded us for not doing what he wanted. this was despite the fact that he only marked 1 and a half of the practicals before and thats all we had to revise. Not too good a model teacher but neither too good to make the mark as just one. one of the marked practs even came from an exam which all teachers are supposed to mark. So the rest which he had a choice not to mark, he didnt. except for todays pract which he only marked half due to " time shortage". well i wish he wld try harder to come up with an excuse the next time, like the L word will be really suitable. Now dont get me wrong that i hate him, i just have a thing for people who do not mark work and expect results.tomorrows my prelim bio pract, may lady luck really smile this time.
it was at; 7:55 AM
exam starting on the 25 of aug. starting to wear down from the damn night focus. everyday have to stay in school until 9.30...feel like a odd job labourer holding two jobs to support my studies. Anyways i had my O level english oral that day on wednesday. Everything went smooth and i feel like a distintion was coming.But after all that it was back the to damned night focus. just praying that my prelim will go smoothly too and that i stop my habit of playing computer games.
it was at; 12:15 AM
i got a lousy b3 for my chinese o levels. all attributed to the merit i got for the oral. refer to post on my msn blog
it was at; 12:22 AM
its 21 more days to the "day" where my skills will be brought out into use to compete for the ever so glorious A1. during my secondary 1 and 2 days, A1 was kinda like the usual grade. So it didnt really hold any significance to me. However now all i thirst and hunger for is a good pass. My standard has dropped alot alongside with my grades. Stuck in the bottom few of the class now, what pulls me through each day are my friends. How i just hate competition
it was at; 2:18 AM
Testing..1.2..3..5
it was at; 2:19 AM