I BAKE NOW!
Heys all my extinct readers, i bake now and heres what my oreo cheesecake looks like!
it was at; 6:28 AM
yesterday my church had this christmas event for newcomers, and you wouldnt believe it but i actually brought 6 of my friends there! usually its only around like 0. Yup , i mean like woah man suddenly when i asked they agreed to come to church. I know some of my friends have like this church phobia or sth, but in spite of that they came! i mean i was really bewildered at the thought of them comin before that. Anyways my church did a pretty good event of asking them about life and why Jesus is important. Though it wasnt like 100% convert immediately, i am sure there are seeds that are planted in each of my friends heart about christ. I read my friends blog about how he actually saw church as a different way now which i am seriously joyful about, though he stil thinks buddism is the way for him, i cannot say i am not sad but i am sure God has His plans about my friend. He mentioned how buddism has more elements of freedom where you dont have to pray and praise in your religion. I am sure about that cause buddism is a way of life, buddist is not a God so yea, you cannot really pray to a lifestyle. And about the freedom, yes i admit that being a christian is no ride in the park, there must be commitments and sacrifices. But if Jesus was willing to sacrifice his life for me, i dont see why i do not do the same for my king.
it was at; 11:09 PM
just moved blog to sam-take-that-too
it was at; 6:34 AM
Today i went to meet sw and er at JE after church. SUpposed to mug at JE library but it was damn crowded and so many muggers! SIngapore is seriously a mugger nation, no table to mug use couch to mug, no couch use chair, no chair use floor. I tink no floor they just use lap. So we decided to go to island creamery. SJ came along and met us at JE before we move to island. When we reach island about 30 mins later, the bloody island so many people! basket all like zhuo bo there sitting and talking cock. So we moved to mac next door and damnit! also packed like tuna! then we wanted to go sw house so we went to get icecream in order not to make it seem like a wasted trip. I got teh terik and tiger beer icecream, the tiger beer ice cream taste like tiger-ress cause it is a little mild compared to full force of tiger. Also not so bitter. TEh terik is just like tea la basket, and when they both melted, i was slurping down some werid taste solution. SJ got nutella which tasted damn sweet, sw got nutella and something else, cant remember lol. I know ER got the boring bananananananana and strawberry which is like..zzz. But he happy can le. SO we sat down to eat the icecream, then we move to the mac cause i wanted to eat fries, then got table! so we sat there. SJ got mc cripsy and i got big mc, which er thought was double cheese cause its so damn small. WE did like...super little hw there cause it was damn noisy and too many chio bu walking arnd. SO we headed to sw house where we studied in a reading room which was quiet. I was singing and sw,er and sj were complaining. Damnit next time i got concert u all dun come. after that we went to westmall to eat. I was quite full but i still eat. I ate meepok and sj ate sour sop. sw and er ate some noodle stuff. Later we went to arcade where i was tempted to play this game where u hit a button and if the number adds to 5 u get a prize. I wanted that damn PSP la! i spent 8 bucks trying and sw tried with 2 bucks, er tried with 4. Then basket we all lose like noobs. SJ was trying to dig out sweets from machines where people didnt bother to take. damn sian end up spend so much money got no PSP only 3 freaking sweets which SJ picked up.
O ya about the hw i done, i did like 40 mcq for chem. GD JOB!
it was at; 7:23 AM
today i went to bukit gombak gym with melvin. wa the people there all damn sexy la. got super big muscle, damn scary. i tired alot of new machines like those for abs and preacher curb, got some like damn werid. Heng got melvin teach me how to use, if not i go there alone i would be like some sotong. Today i tried bench press for the first time! it was damn bloody hard and i see melvin do like leng leng. I do like 1 set of 10 then the next two set like 6 and 5 before i almost killed myself. O ya it cost 1.50 to go to the gym and in the gym theres toilet and shower. Water cooler is outside. we went at like 430 and left at 740, cause we like slack slack do slow slow. after gymming melvin let me drink some magic( protein powder) and it tasted like damn bad. It was like damn fake taste of " dark chocolate" and after that still need to wash the bottle like 5 times to remove the smell. I tink i would not drink protein again cause its so darn disgusting. furthermore i already so damn fat so drink liao just become fatter. En rui and mark supposed to join us but in the end both never come, basket en rui stay bukit gombak and we go gombak gym he also dun want to come. In the gym got damn alot of station hoggers, there was this indian boy from SJI who hogged dumbbells and a bench. He sat there most of the time immobile and just watching the tv. Basket damn sian have to wait for this people. Got others keep running on treadmail though its max 20 mins per session. So though we spent like 3 hours there, at least 1 hr is spent waiting for stations. The gym was like so damn crowded like 30 people inside. I guess condo gym is still better though theres lesser stations
it was at; 7:01 AM
Saw my friend ah pee's blog today, hes like super emo. Everyone seems to be super stressed out by studying, exams and even napfa. Guess in singapore the only way up is to either be hardworking or smart. Is it the society today that makes us wanna move faster, do faster, outperform to shine? I guess it boils down to how you view life. I view life as a gift from God and when i die i will bring along with no treasures, no status, no power and no money. What is the worth of having the most money and yet lose the meaning of life. Thats why i view my faith as paramount importance. I have learnt much from it and discovered the sweetness in life that many around me cannot taste. Though it is tempting to lose myself in this world of materialistic wants and power, i have to remind myself that what i have is what God has given me. If not for his graciousness, i would have nothing. That is why sometimes when i dont feel like going to church as the devil is tempting me with sleep and making me weary, i have to remind myself that it is only right that i give 10 % of my all to my God. My time and my money and my worth.
He has not failed to bring me though tough times, assured me when i was unstable and provided when i was weak. How did he do that? He did that by giving me fellowship, friends who support you and pray for you. Friends who are not just there when things go well, but when things are downright shitty. I remembered the time when my grandma passed away, none of my classmates came, my teachers didnt come either, my neighbours didnt come but my church friends came. How important that moment was to me, when i saw them coming to the wake. My heart was filled with joy and praise, for i have seen who my true friends are. When i mentioned it to my classmates, many shunned the topic, this only brings me to regret why i have told them. But it was totally different when my church friends knew. They would gather around me and pray for me, with one heart. For the bible has written that when two or more people gather around and pray, the Lord is with them. This joy of being cared for, can only be described as love that has no boundaries. This is why i keep trying to get my non-christian friends to come for fellowship. To experience the love and care that is generous and overflowing, that satisfies your inner most desire. This is not what money can buy.
To influence others, i have to set a good example. But i always spew vulgarities though not harmful but its wrong. I must admit that there are many other people who may not be christians, but have set a good example. This is a point that i must learn. For my mouth is used for praises and not for scolding ugly words.
it was at; 8:20 AM
Things i have done since i last blogged
1) removed my two wisdom tooth which were anything but giving me wisdom.
2) failed most of my mid year subjects and on the verge of starting a chicken rice stall
3) hacked my ipod and restored it cause the thrill was gone
4) started going back for cell
5) started realising that life is not so bad after my pastor "redeemed" me with his sermon
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